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i'll never ever blame you. it's all my fault. i didn't treat you right.
i hope you'll get him and last long :) i'll move on, okay? thanks for everything.
i'm glad i'm once yours. thanks for cheering me up when i'm down.
thanks for knocking some sense into my head when i'm stupid.
thanks for all those gifts you gave me. i'm sorry for not being
a good boyfriend. i'm sorry for not sending you home.
i'm sorry for making you cry. i'm sorry for making you wait.
i'm sorry for making you worry about me. those 1 month plus was worth it :)
i swear no one has ever mean so much to me.
but you did.
you used to be my princess/the queen of my heart/babygirl/
mmmmmm ok and, my whole world.
maybe we're not meant for each other:/
i've never ever been this hurt before. i guess i was really in love with you.
but now i really have to move on
but only god knows that i can't. hah. damn girl.
Siti NurulNazirah Bte Mhd S,
you know that i love you with all my heart. i've never ever
sacrificed so much for anyone except you. i thought that i could be with
you till i graduate from my school.
but sadly, everything ended so quickly.
if i treated you right, you wouldn't have fall for him.
but i can't do anything else cause i'm nothing to you:'(
honestly , when we're together, i felt like a toy.
i felt like you used me. but i can't assume anyhow.
i really can't fucking get mad at you for so long.
why? because i really love you.
some people may say "fuck. you're still young. you don't know what's love."
well you know what? fuck those who says that.
i am who i am. i may be only 14 but i think like an adult.
i make decisions carefully.
that is why i'm letting you go.
go ahead and live your life, sweetheart :)
i hope you'll be happy when you're with him :)
i hope he doesn't repeat my mistakes. i hope he doesn't make you wait.
i hope he makes you really happy.
i hope he doesn't break your heart.
if he does, i'm gonna break his face.
i'm still gonna takecare of you okay? it's just that you won't notice me.
i hope that we won't lose contact.
mahal kita. te amo. wo ai ni. i love you<3
sweetheart, goodluck in your life :)
