am i falling in love? that girl sacrifices just to meet me but end up i can't meet her :/ first time i met her, didnt thought that i'd fall in love. but suprisingly, i think im falling for her <3

fucked up bruh. seriously. i don't know what to do anymore..my life is so fucked up. Amira left me. literally. we're fucking STRANGERS. fucked up la _|_ i'm really pissed of right now. i feel like crying. i'm fucking worried for Amira but she just don't fucking know it. it's so fucking depressing ok? promises are meant to be broken, i know. but i didn't know that YOU break promises. you broke it even before i did. you don't fucking know how much it hurts right?! waiting for you everyday. thinking if you're doing alright..you just don't fucking know cause you don't fucking care. can't believe you'd rather have Ana and Angel than me. it hurts so bad. eh, if i can fucking go to your house right now and apologise to you, on my knees, i would ok. i don't get why the fuck are you doing this to me. make me wait for you eventhough you won't even bother. but why do i even wait? cause i care la fuck! you want me to fucking let go of the person i love the most in the entire universe? hell no. never gna fucking do that. fuck everything _|_