fuck. why the fuck cant i hate the both of you. i just cant. cuz i still fucking care about both of you. i still fucking o k. even though i shouldnt. i dont have the guts to. fuck la :L today bought LA cap. fucking dad had to make a big fuss. cb. ruined my day la. tmr going to cousin's place. fucccccccck. i feel so fucking depressed right now. pleaseee dont say that stuffs. i dont wanna lose you. fuckfuck. why do i fucking miss A? sigh. please stop thinking about A k thanks. think about __, cheryl cole, and emma watson. can i fucking hug you please? ): i miss you badly.
