I look so happy in the outside. But deep down i my heart, i fcking hate my life. As each day passes, my life's getting worst. Words can't describe how i'm feeling right now. My friends get to see their crushes like everyday. But me? I don't really see you ): It just hurts so much. I need to see you badly right now. I'm feeling so fcked up right now. I just wanna go to a dark corner and cry my fcking eyes out. My life is in a total disaster. I just want to see you. That's all i'm asking for. Everyday my heart breaks and breaks. Why? G, is the prefect who is taking care of my class during homeroom and assembly. And i noticed you looking at me. You know how much that hurts? It hurts so much. I tried not looking at you. But my heart skips a beat whenever i see you. G, are you still mad at me? I swear i fcking dont know. I mean if you do, why the heck do you still look at me. I really need to get you out of my head. I need to fcking move on. Please do get out of my head. Everywhere i go, you're always on my mind. Hmm, are you purposely trying to break my heart? Guess what, you ARE breaking my heart. You're so good at breaking my heart. Thanks alot ): G, please don't hurt me anymore. I'm begging you. Please. I don't know if i still got feelings for you. I really don't know.